Sunday, 8 July 2007

fear of the unknown

Don't panic!
I've been completely overwhelmed by the response to Studio Open and hope everyone doesn't turn up at the same time.....
Like to take my life in my hands and just throw open the doors.
I've basically gone into shut down over the last 2 days, hopefully I'm rested enough to do what I need to do to get the studio into some working order -otherwise 'fear of the unknown' might become 'fear and loathing in Las Fitzroy'!
Actually shut down should really read 'brain has turned to goo and can not string two coherent thoughts together'.
After going to MDM this morning (just to upset myself) I headed off to Ikea. Ok sunday in Ikea World is never a good idea but somehow it seemed far saner that the car-park in Fed Square. Blew money on more shelves and a table for the studio..... now have to spend tomorrow putting it all together. It might be a bit like doing the cryptic crossword to jump start my brain. My horoscope (heehee) yesterday said I'd be back under full steam by Tuesday- here's hoping.
I think I have developed a severe case of stage-fright/performance anxiety which might explain the consumption of comfort foods since the article appeared in The Age on Thursday (also the booking in for liposuction and facelift, and the personal trainer waiting in the wings).
So I think I should take a leaf out of The Spot Philosophy for a Calmer World and put my paw over my nose and go to sleep.

1 comment:

  1. hi pene, that market is bananas...
    talk about panic attack...
    you'll be wonderful... people are just happy to glimpse the treasures you make...


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